new/old me

18.X.2011
Learned a new word recently :PERKELE! Although I find finnish much to complicated to even bother to start studying it, there are certainly some nice examples of amusing vocabulary, such as this. PERKELE!
 Well then, it is time to redesign my life somehow. Am interested in far to many things right now and it is extremely hard to focus on just one. How on Earth could I do this if there is so many tempting ways to express myself? Creation gives meaning to my existence. Which is miserable by the way. As we all at times realize this and try to forget about it ASAP. My thoughts revolve lately around doll making. Truly, I do envy some people they skills and imagination :


 The beauty pictured above was crafted by incredibly talented person (marti presents dolls) and is now in a private collection. Yeah, this is soft/weak/delicate part of me showing off now. Trying to hide it under the shell/armour/shield of cynism and sarcasm. Which are the mightiest weapons in this horrible, horrible times we are living in! I said WE, meaning my generation, but I don't neccessarily identify with it as I'm out of this World and find myself entirely different than most human beings...
  It is getting late now, and again I've waisted a lot of time. Perkele! Thinking of wet felting myself a trillby hat, as I never buy something I can make with my own hands. Weather outside gets chilly and I have to protect my brain from stingy windblows!
Now, going back to wood burning. Shall watch that Robin Hood again, as I like mud and blood mingled together.

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