Today I realised again how tiring and exhausting photographic sessions can be. I was running frantically from one corner of grandpa's workshop to another, lifting heavy things appropriate for my composition ( wooden stump, heavy as don't-know-what moose antlers, bas relief ladscapes and so forth ). Also trying to figure out some good light with equipment close to none. Discovered, that human skull which I remember I was scared of as a child ( these empty eye sockets!! ), belongs to some fellow who died at the Grunwald battlefield! This skull is ancient indeed-the bone is like pumice, and only one tooth remained at the lower jaw. Today was actually the first time I have touched it. I wonder how did he look like. And was he scared shitless or went to battle convinced of his strength and skill.
Session took us about an hour to complete and I went to the lab soon afterwards to have it developed. Will pick it up tomorrow and see if there is anything good there. Hate competitions and am doing it more out of boredom than anything else.
Also, I'm going to have my own exibition at Medical Academy on March ( don't know yet if it's the beginning or middle or end of the month ). Paintings and pyrography. Hope there'll be some catalouge- there is always good to have one in order to show it to some people. Need at least 20 paintings-painted three so far.
Finally, I got some polymer clay that I requested from my Far. Expected maybe two kilos but got something around five! It is incredible material-looks and smells as rubber, remains flexible even if you leave it for the next day to finish. It hardens permanently only when baked. There are certain hazards involved when too high temperature is applied or when you bake it for too long. Toxic fumes and such. Well, must be careful and follow directions-that's all! I think doll making can be my future. I've seen some really disgusting, ugly, badly made dolls on the web, all of them One Of A Kind of course-and they were among sold one, so...I can do better than that. Much, much better. Only have to learn what is what.
I NEED SUN!!
Where the fuck is it?!
Second day of taking Trigosamine. Joints still crepitate.
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