of dreams unfulfilled

11.02.2012
Manage to battle bad mood a bit. It doesn't mean it's all sweets and roses now. It'll never be so.
O. is sick and thus I've been avoiding him for past few days. I managed to bake Thor ( few problems accured while doing so) and put basic layers of paint on him. I begin to believe this is going somewhere. Prehaps just fooling myself, but without little faith I'd be utterly lost. So I keep thinking, and dreaming. My interest for dolls slowly transforms into intereset for figurines/busts of ugly and scary creatures as found in Schell Studio. Now. HOW TO BEGIN?!
Went to Grandpa yesterday. I thought I'll go snowblind along the way. Also O. informed me that we won't attend the concert as all tickets had been sold out. Well, that was surprising!

Couldn't bring myself to paint anything at Grandpa's. Eventually though I picked Little Owl (Athene Noctua) as my subject. This is such a beautiful and, yes!-cute bird, I couldn't resist.


I placed her/him? in the dark of woods, where blueish silhouettes of trees dominate the landscape. It isn't finished yet, but I can see it's working.
I ate some soup containing mostly beans and went to O. His Good Lady as usually buried in books. As far as I know she's got just one more exam on Sunday. Managed to get pissed few times but generally enjoyed the time. We've been drinking some good stuff and listening to Metallica and such. I remember when everybody was crazy about this band, I deliberately refused to listen to it. I guess I wanted to be different. And so, now I don't really know any of Metallica's albums, I only recognize few songs. Still, it doesn't kick my ass at all.
At some point we were measuring our biceps, because I told O. mine are bigger than his, haha. He took it very personally and brought tape to find out. I've got 26/27cm, he's got 32cm. I knew it'll be on the contrary, but just like to mock him from time to time ^^
Anyway, O. managed to contact his guitarist ( we picked him from railway station BEFORE we got into alcoholical behaviour ) and force him to prepare one or two songs within a month. O. intends to reanimate his and Prohet's band-Entropia. It would be great to see O. performing live on stage, I think thst is one of things he might miss in his life. When we dropped Borgoth and came back home (temperature still around -17C), O. suggested himself as my manager (!), and said my works must be somehow promoted. Well, as far as I know him it's just small talk, BUT, he confessed that he talked with his friend sometime ago, about my stuff, and wanted to get me some exibition space. Unforunately all is booked until next year, however, in case of any changes, he'll be promptly informed.
Well, hell yeah, why not, I could be a famous artist.
Also, found out about a piece of land that belongs to my Far at some distance from BiaƂystok.
Surprises, surprises...
Lastly: just discovered very interesting artist-I absolutely admire her works!One of them below:

If I wasn't such a broke, I would collect all them cuties...

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