I'm really good at it. Time wasting. For instance- I woke up today at midday. Felt guilty about it, but on the other hand-didn't have any plans for today, so why bother? Drank almost the last of my Xmass cherry liqueur-generally stuffing myself with sugar all day. Went to the woods with Perkele and found thick, glass bottle with scaling-probably some ex hospital equipment, maybe a drip.
Tomorrow is an ordinary day, and perhaps I'll go to the photographic exibition at the town hall and then to Grandpa, although have no precise idea what for. Maybe I'll take some acrylic paints with me and canvas ( I've got about seven stretched canvas in various sizes ). Am thinking of some serious wood burning-maybe a piece of furniture. Gotta install myself at at least one new internet gallery. The thought of possible "steady job" slowly creeps into my mind. Ugh...
There is still one thing before me, thing that I detest-New Year celebration! I'd stay at home and bore myself to death, watching ignorant people at the public television cheering for no fucking reason ("Yay, another year of our life is gone!Yay, next year will be certainly better!"), but I guess I'll decide to go to Orlando's place to get stoned and talk to people I barely know about some accidental stuff. Most likely I'll be the only one without a pair, which really sucks. I should definitely put myself together and stop whinig! Yeah ,there is an idea for a brooch I should make for myself-NO WHINING.
As for Xmass presents which I miraculously manage to finish up at the very last moment- it was a huge success I must say. Everybody (honestly or not) was deeply touched by my commitment, and O. was rather gob-smacked when he saw pyrography of Ned Stark. Vintage pencils (50years old) called "DEMON' and "MEPHISTO" also made an impression on him, so am quite glad. Aunts and uncle and Grandparents where cooing over their gifts as well. Good, because I must be out of my mind to engage myself that much.
Stupid.
And I did not take a single picture of any of things I have made. Must photograph Stark at least-I almost broke my fucking wrist while pressing damn burner to achieve deep shadows on the picture! And there is A LOT of shadow on this one...
Next month (I.24) Behemoth is going to play at the former slaughterhouse in Białystok (great spot, hah), and exactly month later (II.24) Opeth will perform in Warsaw (Heritage Tour). Both concerts worth attending, especially Opeth. Gotta earn for damn tickets first, 'cause it ain't cheap, you know.
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